My Best Friend (a song)

I always see things in the worst way -
I am ashamed when I don't give you a say;
sometimes the walls close in to crush my head,
I want my thoughts to vanish all away.

You always tell me that I'll be okay,
you may get mad, but I hope you'll stay.
"I could get mad with you," is what you said,
"But I'll stay with you no matter what you say."

So even though I make you mad,
I tell you that I'm really glad
I've finally found my best friend.
I get sad, I make you mad,
sometimes you tell me it gets bad -
but I never want us to end.

Just please don't pretend,
if you want to let go.
I'll let you go.

You are the one I talk to at my worst,
I feel I torture you, but I go to you first -
I hope my words won't always bring you down;
if I could just tell you what you mean to me -------

So even though I make you mad,
I have to tell you that I'm glad
I've finally found my best friend.
You may find another one,
who keeps you happy and makes you strong,
if so, then please don't pretend.

I'll love you beyond the end.
I love you and I don't care who knows,
I love you and I always will.