please get help, please.

do you hate me now, like she does? because it feels like the two of you have gone behind my back.

all you and i were, reduced to a simple conversation in one night? we were more than that. you don't share what we shared for it to mean nothing in the grand scheme of things.

But in order to get to where we need to go, you need to get better as much as I do. Not so that you 'don't put another person through this', but so that you can be happy with yourself and be the best version of yourself. That is ultimately what you deserve to be.